Just a Sunday, Discovering my new world.

Spent a couple hours at Starbucks this morning, reading. Melissa took me and came back to get me. Melissa commented today that she hopes that, as things in my head get better, I don’t lose sight of how bad things were before ECT started. That’s a very real possibility. Things are better overall, in my head, and I know they were really shitty not too very long ago, but already I have trouble putting my finger on just how shitty they were, or what was so shitty about things back then. I really hope that I am able to maintain an appreciation for how much better things have gotten and how much ECT has helped. But if I had to guess, I will lose that appreciation as time goes by.